Here I am again so wide awake. Cant sleep. NEED A SLEEPING PILL. I am so sad lately and confused. Something is bothering me. There's this one person I really dont like. GRRRR...I cant stomach her. Anyway, our eyes met again this morning but I didnt say anything to her. Anyways, i dont like to talk about that person coz its going to ruin my night.

My bf and I are in SD right now for Kaela's surgery. She is having an open heart surgery tomorrow morning and hopefully it is successful. Please help us pray for her. She's a sweet 11 year old girl but I'm jealous of her...hehehe...Bad me....

I had a very tough day today. I needed to get away from my BF to think about things. I went to the pool and read a book...Anyway, you have to read these books: MEN ARE FROM MARS AND WOMEN ARE FROM VENUS....MARS AND VENUS TOGETHER...It will help you improve your relationships with your husband, boyfriends and partners.

I'm still confused right now and dont know what to do...God please guide me...